The writer Annie Dillard likens the process of writing to taming. She writes in her now-seminal book, ’On Writing’:
A work in progress quickly becomes feral… it is a lion growing in strength. You must visit it every day and reassert your mastery over it. If you skip a day, you are, quite rightly, afraid to open the door to its room.
Dillard practices what she preaches, writing regularly for long hours, often while sitting (or kneeling) on a backless chair. She prefers to write in the least stimulating environments to avoid distractions: ‘One wants a room with no view, so imagination can meet memory in the dark’.
The good news is that many worthy books have been written near windows with pleasant views and – as I have discussed in my other posts ‘Writing from the body’ and ‘On Writers and Cafes’ – with some writers indulging themselves in food and drink in cafes, or even reclining on couches and beds. However, while austerity doesn’t appear to be essential to the business of writing, Dillard’s suggestion of daily taming makes great sense. All serious writers I know of seriously practice writing regularly. Balzac’s working habits, for example, make Dillard seem lazy by comparison; some biographers even blame his fragile health and death at fifty-one on his taxing writing schedule. This is how he described his daily routine:
I go to bed at six or seven in the evening, like the chickens; I’m waked at one o’clock in the morning, and I work until eight; at eight I sleep again for an hour and a half; then I take a little something, a cup of black coffee, and go back into my harness until four. I receive guests, I take a bath, and I go out, and after dinner I go to bed.
At this pace, Balzac managed to produce eighty-five books (some of them, though, of questionable quality).
Yet strict writing discipline doesn’t automatically result in an early death nor a prolific output. This is how another hardworking writer, Philip Roth, depicted his writing process:
I turn sentences around. That’s my life. I write a sentence and then I turn it around. Then I look at it and I turn it around again. Then I have lunch. Then I come back in and write another sentence. Then I have tea and turn the new sentence around. Then I read the two sentences over and turn them both around. Then I lie down on my sofa and think. Then I get up and throw them out and start from the beginning.
Still, even though he is a slow writer, by writing regularly Roth has produced over thirty books.
Unfortunately there is no way around this – to be a writer one needs to write. Yet Roth, like Balzac, belongs to that fortunate, and nowadays almost extinct, species of writers who make a living from writing. Besides, they were unencumbered by children. Yet even for those of us who need to earn a living non-literarily and/or wipe little noses and bottoms, there is still hope. Apparently, many writers complete manuscripts amid life’s busyness. Think of T.S. Eliot and Kafka who worked in banking and insurance respectively.
The secret of the more burdened lion tamers lays not so much in the quantity of snatched writing hours as in their frequency. This is how Natasha Lester – Australian novelist, blogger and mother of three children who wrote the latest guest post for this blog – finished two books during seven and a half years when she wrote five days a week for two hours only each session. Writing daily for some hours is much more likely to result in the completion of a manuscript than random writing outbursts, even if the latter last for days. Allow me here to burst the Kerouac bubble. The story of him writing ‘On the Road’ in a three-week-long binge is one of those writing myths that inspire many aspiring writers. Yet the more realistic, and less known, version of this story is that prior to those three weeks, for seven years Kerouac had struggled writing this same novel. During that time he took voluminous notes and, in fact, created several early versions of ‘On the Road’.
What is it about regularity that beats the romantic notion of the spontaneously inspired author exhausting himself in the spur of creation? It seems that to tame your growing manuscript you have to be intimate with it. This is because, I believe, an enormous part of writing unfolds in the swamp of the unconscious. Helen Garner describes this process in her interview in the book ‘Making Stories’:
Even when you think you are idle, just walking around gaping at the world, you are actually working quite hard, in that part of yourself which is not amenable to organisation or routine or even conscious control…
Paradoxically, to activate such a creative process not amendable to routine we need to be in touch with our work routinely, at least several times a week. The book-in-progress needs to infiltrate our skin, ooze out of our pores. Then we will dream and daydream it; ideas, scenes, metaphors will occur to us while washing dishes or making love. If we record them in time, these notes will guide our next writing session, thus rendering even a short writing time productive.
I wish I had thought of all this years ago when – being a painfully slow writer who abhors writing first drafts – I’d avoid regular writing unless I was in the process of redrafting, which I love. But first drafts I wrote in outbursts that would last for a day or a week, often punctuated by weeks or even months where I’d feel blocked. In those years I started then discarded several books, which grew feral and overwhelmed me. I felt estranged from them, having lost my initial desire and vision in the mess of disjointed scenes and rambling notes. Even those works I did manage to complete were written with unnecessary difficulty, because I was writing in spurts.
When I wrote irregularly, my procrastinating tendencies were particularly pronounced. Because of that feeling of disconnect that I had from my work, each time I sat down to write I’d be so scared to get started that instead I’d do anything else – even a tax return.
Yet it wasn’t all about procrastination and aversion to first drafts. My misplaced priorities also came in the way of regular writing practice. I felt uneasy considering writing to be a serious business even if since childhood I had wanted to be a writer. To take writing seriously was to open myself to failure, because talent and success in this field are so elusive. So I scheduled writing as if it was an indulgence that should come last after study, work, domestic responsibilities, even social arrangements. Which was really paradoxical, since often those writing sessions felt like torture rather than a luxury.
A few years ago a shift in my thinking occurred for many reasons, but in large part because I enrolled into PhD (not in creative writing though). My academic writing isn’t bound with my self-worth the way creative writing is. I treat the former as a task to be accomplished and hopefully enjoyed as I engage with, and develop, ideas on subjects that interest me. So I don’t avoid such writing the way I do with creative writing. As I worked on my PhD, it gradually occurred to me (aided by some reading about how creative writers work) that regular writing makes writing even first drafts bearable. I noticed that if I ended a PhD writing session feeling dissatisfied, at least I knew that I had the next day and the one after to keep improving the work. In this way, the feeling of failure is replaced by a more hopeful sense of ‘there is always the next session’. Doing a PhD taught me the lion tamer’s lesson – taming is an incremental process. I then transferred this knowledge onto my creative work.
However, it is not only our manuscripts that possess leonine features. Often the establishing of the writing routine is no less terrifying. To tame myself into submission I have developed a plan which I call ‘flexible discipline’. Every week I schedule writing time in my diary as if these sessions were teaching gigs or doctor appointments. I ensure I have at least three days a week to write for at least three hours at the time. However, to achieve the many other things I do, such as mentoring other writers or caring for my baby, I have no ongoing regular days. I re-schedule writing time every week around my other commitments.
Of course it is not only finding the time that is necessary to establishing a solid writing routine. Sometimes the chief difficulty is to get going, to beat our greatest enemy – procrastination. In next month’s post I’ll offer some strategies for getting around this problem. In the meantime, if you have any ideas, please leave a comment here.
Frank Golding says
How interesting! For what it’s worth, I think some procrastination is better than other procrastination. I used to think that reading all the news bulletins, current affairs blogs etc was stopping me from tapping out my own stuff, but I’ve come to to think (wishfully?) that’s my way of swallowing slow-release idea pills. By contrast, starting the day with a couple of games of Words With Friends is true procrastination – much more enjoyable! But it’s hard to fit ‘za’ or ‘qi’ into a story about child abuse!
Lee Kofman says
Frank, I love the distinction you make between different types of procrastination. I find that procrastinating with emails (as I’m doing now…) can be sometimes useful, because while I’m deleting, replying etc. my subconscious is gradually adjusting to the idea that soon I’ll be writing… Sometimes beginning writing cold turkey is less productive for me. I hope your own story is progressing well – what an important topic!
Warren Ward says
Thanks Lee for a great overview of the value of regular writing. I do write every day. I find if I don’t the blank page is twice as loud and mocking the next day. I love the Roth quote – makes me feel kinda productive – he is one of my favourite writers – maybe I should spend more time lying on the sofa ha ha. It has always amazed me how much work J.S.Bach got done with 26 children (!) but I think his wife might have carried a bit of the load there;)
Lee Kofman says
Thank you so much, Warren, and wow – writing every day is highly impressive. Wish I could manage this… And I never realised Bach was soooooo prolific in other areas of his life too. 26!!!! children… How does one produce THAT? So you and I have no excuses but write.
Dani Connolly says
Great post. Thanks for the collection of writers quotes about the writing process and your own experience. Interesting Helen Garner’s quote about writing –
Even when you think you are idle, just walking around gaping at the world, you are actually working quite hard, in that part of yourself which is not amenable to organisation or routine or even conscious control…
We know she writes like a demon, so when she talks about the idle times they are, of course, preceded by her daily routine of writing. I don’t think she was trying to mythologize the writing process, but aspiring writers can very easily take these quotes out of context and think it gives them licence to wait to be ‘struck by the muse’. I know I have . . .
Lee Kofman says
Dear Dani, thank you for your insightful comment. I love ‘she writes like a demon’ – what a great phrase! And I agree with you, it is very easy to wait ‘to be struck’. I used to do this when I was younger and she/he wouldn’t strike me that often, probably being unimpressed by my laziness 🙂 I find that the more I force myself to write, the more muse appears too. I hope your own writing is going well!
Petra Poupa says
Thanks for a great post. I find this topic so interesting because writing my novel has always taken last place on my list of priorities, even though writing is all I want to do. If I’m honest, it’s not because I’m so busy but because I’m procrastinating for the same reasons you mention in your post – mostly fear. I can now say that I write almost every day because I set myself a word target of just 50 words a day (something I read about in a writing blog a few months ago). That’s only a few sentences if I’m really strapped for time, but usually I write many hundreds of words per session, once I sit down to write just 50. This seems to take the pressure off me and if I write 50 words of rubbish one day, it’s no great loss. After just three months of this method, I’m now only a few thousand words from finishing my first draft.
Lee Kofman says
Dear Petra, I’m so impressed with how you went about writing your first draft! This is inspiring. I hate first drafts (but do love revising), so may ‘steal’ your 50 words idea 🙂 Yes, fear is a huge issue for so many of us… What is your novel about?
Petra Poupa says
Thanks, Lee. Steal away! Now that it’s worked for me, I want to tell everyone about the 50 words idea. My novel is a story of interplanetary love, set in the far distant future.
Lee Kofman says
Wow, dear Petra, sounds interesting!